Not Even

This is exactly what I experience every night...

Alright, it's 5:30. I need to go to bed.

But there's still stuff to do.

Every night. Or morning.

I look at my bed, and I just find excuses. I love sleep and all, but it feels like this is the only time I can get anything done. Most people are waking up right now. They eat breakfast and go to work. But I am just now walking over to my bed.

And even when I get to bed, my mind goes full speed...

What am I going to do tomorrow? What is something I can talk about in my next podcast? What are some cool ideas for a book? Am I missing the obvious? What are the Mavs going to do until November? Are the Cowboys for real? Why has MySpace been so boring lately? How many people have forgotten me? Was it my fault? What can I do to be a better person? What do I need to focus on? How can I help my parents in the future? What time is it? Should I be talking to that person? I really like this song. I wonder what the next song is going to be. Do I need to change my sleeping playlist? Are there too many energetic songs? Do I have a sleeping disorder? How much longer until I'm taking a prescription on a daily basis? Will I be able to fix everything?

Yea. It sucks.