Yes? No?

I had an interesting dream last night. And just like in real life, I couldn't make a decision. I couldn't choose who to keep and who to forget.

The story was simple. Dinner in a fancy restaurant. But the person sitting next to me kept changing. So, when I woke up, I couldn't remember which person I saw. Given the mood and setting of the dream, I should have woken up with a feeling of comfort. But no, I woke up in confusion.

I actually got more than 8 hours of sleep. I didn't even need my alarm clock. First time ever.

Did the usual morning stuff. Shower, eat, fix my hair. There were 2 chics at the bus stop when I got there. Neither were my type. So I stood and faced the wind. I like the feeling of a cool breeze against my face. Eh, the bus trip felt shorter today.

Went to Spanish and wasted my time. I'm really not enjoying it. It's not hard or anything, but I can't motivate myself to try.

My horn lessons were cancelled. I'll have to reschedule. It's probably better that I didn't play today. I couldn't think straight. That dream controlled every second of my mind.

I'd probably be better if I played with emotion. But for me, it's harder than it sounds.

I guess I'm in a funk right now. I started logging onto MySpace more often, and I ran into someone I wish I hadn't. But at the same time, I'm glad I did.

Because I didn't talk to that person after my junior year, I always wondered if I could have made a difference. Or if I made the right decision. When I first saw their profile, I automatically decided that I did the right thing. I would have been miserable now otherwise.

But after thinking about it, I don't know. Guess it's one of those things I don't get to know. That sucks, but I'll have to accept it.

Speaking of sucking, I have 2 exams coming up. And another program due. So, my weekend was just blown to bits.